but I dont WANT to stare into the depths!
stare into the depths.
Its end-less. I dont want to do anything that is endless.
will yourself to do so.
Im scared of looking. Im scared of smelling. Im scared
this is the path you have always been on, and you will not stop here.
Im tired... Mom
.
.
.
Im tired
there is not ground beneath me now
until i opened up i had to stitch myself closed
i looked with blurry vision and smiling mouth
its better
its better
its better to
to
its better to be screwed to a
its better to be screwed to a wall than to be
its better to be screwed to a wall than to be glued to it
