im getting somewhere now... oh i'm really getting somewhere now...
i have to keep going. my entire body hurts, but i have to... i can't just LEAVE...

that would be the cruelest,action...and - and..
why is it called being a "creator" when all i do is destroy? how wopnderful everything was before i made some thing out of it...
but here...here... i dont destroy, so i dont create. all i create is pain for my own body. i dont move.
i have to pee really bad.
there's no shape, there's no material, i tear my soul away from my body and i don't feel anything anymore.
but now i'm really getting somehwere, oh... oh my ...oh!!! i have to write that down.
its not even, writing! AUGGHGH!!!!!!!!!!1 ARGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH! ARRRRRRRRGGGGHHHHHHH!
YOU FOOL! YOU'RE NOT GOING ANYWHEERE!

IT'S AN ILLUSION OF MOVEMENT! THE CIRCLE REALM IS AN ILLUSION OF MOVEMENT, WHEREAS THE SPIRAL REALM IS AN ILLUSION OF STASIS!